Cmon' Fred, you know I'm a diehard, I must continue, to believe, I believe!

I'm not quite sure why though, I mean my ATT wireless gateway died today and the new blackberry 8330 is just killer as a tethered modem, however, the 2tb external esata hard drive upgrade I just plugged into the directv hr 21 hd dvr is working like absolute crap, it stutters, is grainy, remote is slow as molasses, and breaks up like the middle of a rainstorm with only 4% of the drives in play. Prior to that with an internal 1tb hard drive upgrade I really was only minimally aware of the difference between directv hd and my sony 350 blu ray, of course blu ray looks noticeably better but I wasn't hurting/suffering with the satellite feed, now the video is jaw-droppingly bad, and the delay in response time from the remote is outrageous.

So you might wonder as I do, how can I continue to believe in what I read or my well-honed intuition, much less unproven technology?

Yes CV the joke is definitely on me, but I'm still laughing. \:D \:D
And hoping for the best/betting on Axiom to come through; hey they have the history to make this all work, ultimately.

"If you try to turn toward it, you go against it."