I certainly know what you mean. I don't want to disappear off on a tangant but it's too tempting. I think because we're such a possession driven society a lot of people end up feeling what you're describing. I know for me personally I've been plagued with these feelings waiting to buy new video games, cars, cd's, and other toys over the years. Invariablely after a short shelf life I've lost interest and moved on to anticipation for the next thing. I don't think I'm the only one that feels that way either.
Unfortuntely, for me that was becoming a vicious cycle of emptiness and disappointment so I had to put some serious thought into what it means and I hope to have better perspective as I build our HT. Maybe that would work for you too. Or you could just keep moving on to the next toy
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Later,
Nick
