Been there... Steroids are gross! And they make everything taste like you first licked a metal pipe! Only had the rage thing when I took myself off morphine w/o permission. I wanted people to get outta their cars to fight me! ME!?! My hair was much blacker then, so, luckily, no one took me up on it.
I thought you said you have never had any mind altering experience?
"A fanatic is someone who can't change his mind and won't change the subject" Churchill